Hangover.

I had on this cute off shoulder shirt, skinnies, & white heels. Went out with some girl friends & we’re wanting to party so I drive & we end up finding one. We did what any high schoolers did & crashed one. We obviously didn’t know anyone but one of the four roommates, Trent, came to introduce his self to me & my friends & from there, our night got ridiculous! I had a couple of Natties, GROSS. but the taste starts to fade after a few.. It was so much fun while it was all happening. I met a guy named.. I don’t even remember. but all I got was that he was in the Navy. Well we kissed right before I left. I didn’t know what was going through my head, but I just had the sudden urge. I wouldn’t have done that if I was drunk but I don’t really see how that’s an excuse. I’m trying so hard to recall last night but it’s not coming to me. I just looked through my phone & ah, I got his number I think? HE HAS MINE NOW, fuck. I bet he was cute, but I’m pretty sure he’s a little too old. hahahaha. From so many beers, I started to fall. It was crazy, I couldn’t hold myself up & I used Clauderia as a human crutch. I even started texting my EX, asking him shit like why him & his girlfriend broke up & asking him to pick me up cause I missed him. I’m laughing reading this conversation. Oh, & this was the guy I was “sooooo in love with.” Anyways, I was asking him all sorts of questions that I was curious about. In some ways I do miss him, but he wasn’t a great boyfriend. We dated on & off for almost two years & he’s the one I lost my virginity to. This was all during the party that I was texting him. I stopped after we left, & it was horrible then.. I was so dizzy & felt light headed. We had to crawl back through my window & I fell again… I didn’t even wanna get up!! My best friend was there though. I think I threw up by the window first? Then we ran to the bathroom & I threw up everywhere, I barely made the toilet. Never eat before you drink!* haha. Then she put me on my bed & I threw up some more, in my Halloween bucket, lmao. It came in handy after all. Some even got in my hair evidently. I slept for like five hours then kept waking up because I kept feeling sick. I hate the feeling of hangovers, this would be my second time having one. I threw up EVEN MORE. & all I ate before was medium fries! I felt better, but even now I still feel a little drunk. Overall, my Thanksgiving break was pretty damn awesome. I needed last night. Time for some homework!! ha